When my life turns upside down

Here I am back to opening my blog

after 3 months never posting anything

haha

Well...

the reason is, I could never find a right time

to update my blog..

So. anyways,

just now as i was in sitting in geography class,

i felt bored..

I opened my journal and decided to write

whatever was on my mind at that moment

and this was what i wrote :

"Love without you is just a word

no one to share it with

no one to feel it's beauty with

and definitely no one to make realize it's existence in earth

It's just nothing without you beside me..

Walking on this path alone

wondering why did it happened

It took away what I enjoyed most here,

being with you,

talking to you

or even just simply sitting there next to you without a single word spoken

I don't know how to bear it any more.

Now being here alone,

I wonder what are you doing,

wondering if I could just turn back time and be with you..."

Yeah. melancholic me.

I wrote that because I was frustrated.

I had a bad morning today and I don't

know who i could share it with.

So here I am sharing it to whoever is reading it.

Actually the main problem is not that I am sad because i lost him

it is because i feel lonely here..

and it appears that he's the only one who is, but now was, there for me

in all times..

Even in School, I do not have much friends.

most of them just don't understand me.

well i couldn't blame them for that..

we have different back grounds..

In the end I just hope that I could find that special someone :)

Bless you all readers. :)

Jennifer

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